Li’l Kitten and Goatie has been sharing lovely moments for a year now. Like flipping vivid pages, I clearly remember how it was that day. It has been a year ago, and yet everything is still vibrant with emotions. Everything is as fresh as it was.
..but sometimes it seems getting fresher.. *grin*
Dearest Li’l Kitten,
One night, you came into my life. It was unexpected. I never knew such a wonderful moment could happen to a regular guy like me. I have been happy eversince, and I have been so thankful for it. You never falter, since that night.
Each day, before that fateful night, I would look at you. I would steal a glimpse of you from my corner desk – to look at you, with your black-rim glasses and cheerful smile. Once in awhile, I would wishfully think you’d pass by, to better see you, considering I am half-blind and half-deaf. Back then, I would always look for something useful that you might need from me, eventhough I felt it was slim-chanced that you would ever need me for anything. I could feel the distance that exists between you and me.
It was so wishful thinking back then. “How in the world? She is on a pedestal.” Wanting to see you, and to be fortunate enough to speak with you, I really felt like a little kid wishing hard for that Christmas gift to be you.
And now, I wake up to the sound of your breathing. Thank you for the shelter. Everyday, you curl up to my arms for solice, where I just look into your lovely eyes for solitude. Each time I do look at them, you take away my fears and fill my heart with so much love and delight. Thank you for the embrace that soothes and completes.
I am grateful for each day that passes with your hand in mine. For all the rough times we had, you held on and sought to be strong. And you are my strength. Each day, it never fails to make me full knowing I have a chance to be of service to you – be there for you, and take care of you. It is a chance to love you, the best way I could.
Whenever I look into those eyes, I still see the same eyes I fell in love with more than 365 days before. They never grow old. Whenever I feel your embrace, it feels like I just had your first embrace yesterday. The warmth never falters. Whenever I hear your voice, it is the same happiness I experience like the first time I spent time with you near the fountain. And whenever you whisper you love me, it is just like yesterday that you started to complete my life.
It has been a year, and I could only measure the year that passed in a statement..
I cannot measure it in words how wonderful your love is.
I want you and love you so so so much – the same way I have been loving you the year before.
Goatie
XOXO
