Monday, June the 15th : Thirteen Months..

Thirteen months. Thirteen Happy Months.
It has been quite a long journey that we
 have had, and as I look back, it is a v
ery fascinating insight on the things we
have shared. The laughter when we run t
he Kitty and Goatie show. The warmth of
your breath and your embrace on cold nig
hts. Warming up to those eyes that alway
s glitter with happiness. The contentmen
t of being able to cook breakfast for yo
u, and just sit beside you as you have s
ome Kitty food. Just be there and see yo
u smiling. Getting the chance to hold yo
ur hand. Thirteen months. No matter for
how long. It will still be as fresh as t
he first time. And it will stay that way
. I love you so much, Little Kitty. I lo
ve you so much, and I would love to spen
d more and more months, years, lifetimes
with you. XOXO Goatie.Thirteen months.
Thirteen Happy Months. It has been quite
a long journey that we have had, and as
I look back, it is a very fascinating i
nsight on the things we have shared. The
laughter when we run the Kitty and Goat
ie show. The warmth of your breath and y
our embrace on cold nights. Warming up t
o those eyes that always glitter with ha
ppiness. The contentment of being able t
o cook breakfast for you, and just sit b
eside you as you have some Kitty food. J
ust be there and see you smiling. Gettin
g the chance to hold your hand. Thirteen
months. No matter for how long. It will
still be as fresh as the first time. An
d it will stay that way. I love you so m
uch, Little Kitty. I love you so much, a
nd I would love to spend more and more m
onths, years, lifetimes with you.

XOXO Goatie.

Thirteen months.

Wednesday, June the 10th : Being Punished Too Much

6:11 AM 6/10/2009
“Being Punished Too Much”

The closing credit for A Scanner Darkly. We all do get punished too much for our mistakes. We often cannot stop begging for forgiveness.
 
This has been a story about people who were punished entirely too much for what they did. I loved them all. Here is a list, to whom I dedicate my love:

To Gaylene, deceased
To Ray, deceased
To Francy, permanent psychosis
To Kathy, permanent brain damage
To Jim, deceased
To Val, massive permanent brain damage
To Nancy, permanent psychosis
To Joanne, permanent brain damage
To Maren, deceased
To Nick, deceased
To Terry, deceased
To Dennis, deceased
To Phil, permanent pancreatic damage
To Sue, permanent vascular damage
To Jerri, permanent psychosis and vascular damage
…and so forth

In memoriam. These were comrades whom I had; There are no better. They remain in my mind, and the enemy will never be forgiven. The “enemy” was their mistake in playing. Let them play again, in some other way, and let them be happy.

Philip K. Dick

Monday, June the 8th : Li’l Kitten’s Special Day!

Happy Birthday, Little Kitten! I love yo
u sooooo much. [Goatie] Happy Birthday,
Little Kitten! I love you sooooo much. [
Goatie] Happy Birthday, Little Kitten! I
love you sooooo much. [Goatie] Happy Bi
rthday, Little Kitten! I love you sooooo
much. [Goatie] Happy Birthday, Little K
itten! I love you sooooo much. [Goatie]
Happy Birthday, Little Kitten! I love yo
u sooooo much. [Goatie] Happy Birthday,
Little Kitten! I love you sooooo much. [
Goatie] Happy Birthday, Little Kitten! I
love you sooooo much. [Goatie] Happy Bi
rthday, Little Kitten! I love you sooooo
much. [Goatie] Happy Birthday, Little K
itten! I love you sooooo much. [Goatie]
Happy Birthday, Little Kitten! I love yo
u sooooo much. [Goatie] Happy Birthday,
Little Kitten! I love you sooooo much. [
Goatie] Happy Birthday, Little Kitten! I
love you sooooo much. [Goatie] Happy Bi
rthday, Little Kitten! I love you sooooo
much. [Goatie] Happy Birthday, Little K
itten! I love you sooooo much. [Goatie]
Happy Birthday, Little Kitten! I love yo
u sooooo much. [Goatie] Happy Birthday,
Little Kitten! I love you sooooo much. [
Goatie] Happy Birthday, Little Kitten! I
love you sooooo much. [Goatie] Happy Bi
rthday, Little Kitten! I love you sooooo

Tuesday, May the 26th : Cashing In

3:36 PM 5/26/2009
“Cashing In”

Out of Step
- Minor Threat

(I) Don’t smoke,
(I) Don’t drink,
(I) Don’t fuck,
At least I can fucking think.

I can’t keep up,
I can’t keep up,
I can’t keep up,
Out of step with the world.

(repeat)

*Spoken*
Listen,
This is no set of rules,
I’m not telling you what to do,
All im saying is I’m bringing up three things,
That are like so important to the whole world,
That I dont identify as much importance in,
Because of these things,
Whether they are fucking or playing golf,
Because of that I feel…
*End Spoken*

I can’t keep up,
I can’t keep up,
I can’t keep up,
Out of step with the world.

Cashing in…

Enough said..

Friday, May the 22nd : How To Do The Missionary Position Properly

5:46 PM 5/22/2009
“Needful Things”

“But that’s the point: we see a deadly sin on every street corner, in every home, and we tolerate it. We tolerate it because it’s common, it’s trivial. We tolerate it morning, noon, and night.”
– John Doe, Se7en

Isn’t it fascinating that the title of this post got your attention? If I would have used “Needful Things”, instead of the current one, this post would have gathered less than half of everyone’s attention. And it is quite fascinating that a person’s mind is so preoccupied with the topic of sex. Sex sells, and everyone is buying.

Quite often, everyone is ready to jump in and embrace sex, but not an intellectual comprehension of their sexuality. It is human nature to be magnetized by sex. It is the primal remnant in us. But do try this. Pick-out someone whom you know is quite sexual. Cancel out everything that this person knows about sex, and what’s left is a half-wit dim-lit bulb of a person who can’t keep a witty conversation without mentioning any sexual topics or can’t even do decent arithmetic. How many people do you know embraces his intellect, like sensible reading or music? Now, how many people do you know embraces sex? Chances are, its the latter you can readily answer more than the former.

They say one should have exposure to such ideas about sex. One would feel their innocence is so short. Quite interesting about human nature, exposure doesn’t really lead to understanding. So rarely would exposure to anything lead to comprehension. And alot of people talk about it as if its the coolest thing in the world. Quite annoyingly, some hold it as the grandest thing in the world – as if it is the most essential pivot for your life. Maybe, just maybe, you are on the side of the fence where everyone is just so hyped about it, like a pubescent crowd who never really leaves pubescence and move on. If the topic of sex is so accessible, how come we end up tolerating it and be so preoccupied with it, instead of being tolerant to it? It is quite the case. Sex is overrated, they say. That is sex. Sexuality is quite left out – the comprehension of your own sexuality.

There is nothing wrong with being liberal about the topic of sex and having an interest in it. Moreover, there is nothing wrong being liberal about your sexuality. But a little learning is quite a dangerous thing, especially if you let yourself be just a walking pervert with a hollow core – rock-bottom in terms of intellect. Take a peep at the other side of the fence – a crowd is there because they moved on, and away from the hype.

Sex sells, and everyone is buying. Should you?